Literally so broken lol

I was so in love with him. We were engaged. We were talking about our baby girl we wanted.

He left me. Opened up a new snap account. Doesn’t even try with me? Doesn’t even care? What was I? A fucking joke? Lol. He even had us get matching tattoos. I’m stupid as hell.

I don’t sleep, I rarely eat, I don’t get up. I’m going to the clinic tomorrow to get shit for my insomnia (I can’t take melatonin, does the opposite for me) & depressive mood. I wish I never felt this way.

I know it’s not the end of the world, but it is the end of our world that we envisioned for eachother.