No friends

im 27 and I lost all my friends from HS. just grew apart. I have a bf and a great job… I just wish I also had only one best girl friend. it’s so hard to find someone who is kinda weird but super girly like me. it just makes me sad. I feel like i’m too old to find that now. everyone is super mature and normal. im kinda childish still and really let my inner child out a lot… feels like i’ll never find a best friend like that.