Im late and anxious help please or comfort

Cassi • Single Momma of Four Graci 5-7-15 Graeson 9-7-16 Gabriel 8-6-19 and Baby G due 6-25-22! Angel Momma.
So i an four days late with multiple BFN and today i had to wht looked like positives but they faded i was cramping on and off for past two days and it usualy stops before i go to bed and start back in the morning also fatigue and light cm white and pasty and sometimes very wet  and now stopped for the night and i feel pressure and i feel pregnant am i just wishing it or????