Stressful pregnancy and relationship

So l am 19 weeks pregnant and l feel like just getting induced labor and removing the baby because my boyfriend makes me feel like l forced him to have the baby because initially he didn’t want the baby and kept pushing for an abortion but l was stuck on l will not do it ….and eventually he came around but now we been fighting about what should be done like for instance we both come from traditional families and my family wants him to pay a form of acknowledgment of the baby ( tradition) but his family says they aren’t ready to open any dialogues because if they are to start any dialogues it has to be about marriage and when we were talking by ourselves the last 2 months his parents were ignoring him because they felt he had disappointed them and all ( by the way we both 27) so our conversation without his family were very productive but now that they now started talking he is on some my family said no we can’t do this, no l can’t do that and we fought now l feel like l hate him and if l give birth l might just hate the child l fought so hard to keep .Ohhh and he also said he won’t pay for shit concerning either the baby or me which l honestly don’t care about cause l work too … but l am just shocked that how can someone who claims loves me change so much