I need to rant

We moved back to Colorado when my son was a newborn with the promises of " you're going to have a village to help you out so you both can work without paying for child care". Well since we've been back I've had 2 different jobs because we don't actually have a freaking village we have my mother in law who barely even comes over and sees my son anymore. I had to quit both jobs because I was on the verge of getting fired because a couple times a week id either have to call in or be late because my mil would come up with excuses as to why she couldn't watch him that day or why she was going to be late. I'm almost 22 weeks pregnant with our second child and my fiance is trying to get his work schedule changed around so I can work nights and one of us can always be home with our child. The only problem is no one wants to hire a visibly pregnant woman and its starting to really get to me and frustrate me. I really wish we would've never came back to the forsaken state sometimes.