Ok so I feel like I’m in some weird alternative dream state. I’m 39. I have 1 living child. I am pregnant again!! I can’t quite believe it. After trying for 8 years, losing 3 pregnancies in 2019 and being advised <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> would be the only way to get pregnant…..I am pregnant.

It’s still really REALLY early so we can’t celebrate. We have been through so much heartache having hope that this pregnancy won’t end the same way feels impossible. Today we went to the Early Pregnancy clinic for an assessment and bloods. I am 3 weeks and beta came back as 56. The doctor checked my stomach and did the usual prods and pokes. He said that if there was an another ectopic in there that I would have had pain while he was poking, I didn’t.

Please can anyone offer me any comfort?? Feel like I’m losing my mind waiting for something to start hurting…..we go back on Monday for more bloods. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻