Please… any advice

I am absolutely miserable because of my job. I’m trying to find a new job but it’s not going so well.

There is one lady that works there is awful. She’s sooo 2 faced and talks about everyone in a negative way. My boss can be so rude. Instead of telling me if I did something wrong, she tells other people and talks behind my back. She does that to everyone. We have been super short staffed and have been working 45+ hours a week. At first, I liked it because of the bigger pay, but I’m so tired and don’t want to do it anymore. I have panic attacks at night because I have to work the next day. I cry all the time. I’m just not myself anymore. I feel depressed.

I’ve been applying to other jobs but having no luck. A lot of the better jobs are in cities that are an hour away and I don’t want to drive that far. I’m trying to talk my bf into moving, but he likes being close to his job. We live together.

I don’t know what to do. I’m not myself anymore and just so unhappy. I’m not suicidal.. but I honestly hate waking up in the morning.

Any advice ????