TW emotional abuse

I’m having a rough night here. Some would say it’s a blessing but, you know who knows.

Last night or the night before I can’t remember when it was but me and my partner had sex.

Well his penis slipped out a little but nothing out of the ordinary, at least I didn’t think so. Today on the top of his penis there’s a vein and it runs to like the stomach, well it’s all enlarged. I think I broke it. Anyways, he’s done with me. Called me everything in the book, texted me all this stuff talking about how he’s tired of being broke and paying for me and all this and that. How I’m lazy at sex. Idk. It just has hurt my feelings really badly. Like what am I supposed to do? I don’t think I’ll ever get used to emotional abuse and that’s why this relationship isn’t working out.

He says I treat him like shit but you know what? I stand up for what’s right and in his book, he’s not ok with it. Of course not. He’s an abuser. Omg. I have a child with this person. He is very controlling and if you’re not in this position you will never understand. My baby is 1.5 years old and idk how this is going to work out anymore. I’m just like having enough. He said everyone else fulfills my role as a mother, when I’m with my son all day long. He is the one who don’t have a schedule, he’s the one that don’t know nothing. Omgoodness. Being mom shamed by my son’s father. You gotta be kidding me. And to think we was on the same team. I’m about to get me a job real quick and leave him so quick this will be the last time he ever says this stuff to a person he “loves” I’m just done. Don’t know where I’ll live you know since I’ve been saving money being at home with my son but you know, that will work out somehow too. Anyone know how much it is a week for 1 child in day care? I’d love to know how much money I’ve been saving this “man” since my car insurance and phone is $200 too much. So $200 a month compared to however much day care is.