Feeling defeated

Before ovulation this month I kind of accepted that this wasn’t our month. I don’t know why but I didn’t even think that trying would be worth it because it’s not going to happen. But then after ovulation I felt different and I felt like we definitely got it this month. I tracked ovulation, been taking my supplements, timed BD around ovulation, did everything right and I was so sure that we got it. I felt like we got it. I’m 8dpo today which is when I got my positive with my daughter but tests are negative and I feel defeated. I know it’s still very early to just accept this month as an out I think it’s just because I had positives at 8dpo before that I feel like I’m out for having negatives today.

Did you perhaps feel like this and get a positive a few days later?