I wasn’t ready to reveal that I was even pregnant but with only 17 more weeks to go I felt it was cool to let everyone in on my rainbow baby boy. I’m so heartbroken 💔 everything happened so fast I went from Joy to complete utter shock and sadness! I lost my a small piece of my heart and it’s been so hard for Dad and I to not question things. I’m a spiritual woman (apologies if you’re not), but this was one of those things that I was thinking “God why’d you blessed me with this baby and you take him back?” It’s been hard to process that but I know my son is in a better place. Y’all he was like a little man 😩 dad and I loved on him until we couldn’t anymore. He was so pure a literal angel. We’re coping the best way we know how and it’s the uncomfortable conversations that we have are the only thing that’s keeping us sane at the moment and having to be strong for the other kids that we have. This was my second miscarriage within a year. Everything is still fresh and I’ve had my days where I’ve cried the entire day. This has completely changed me as a person.

I won’t go into full details about everything because I don’t want to trigger anyone but I just had to get this out because I’m so hurt 😭