I’m so broken

Update: I wanted to attach the text he sent me this morning after I asked him why he’s upset with me today. It breaks my heart.

I’m 36 years old and married for 10 years. We have two kids and I suffer from perinatal as well as postpartum depression. I’ve been taking antidepressants for 5 years.

I do not want sex. I don’t crave it or get turned on anymore :( I try to keep my husband satisfied but he always wants more sex or more foreplay or wants me to dress up.

I literally just suck it up and have sex but afterwards I either want to cry or feel so gross? I don’t know how to explain it. What is wrong with me? I feel so bad.