Toxic work environment

I am looking for a new job because my current office job is making me depressed. It’s a toxic work environment and I usually come home crying.

I am so mad because when I first got the job, I was so happy. I finally got a really good full time job. It pays well. It has great hours and I get all the holidays off.

But of course it’s awful to deal with. For the past year I have been struggling. I’ve only stayed for the paycheck but the money isn’t worth it anymore.

I am afraid to disappoint my family and my bf. Because they are proud of me for having this job.

Any advice ???