Rant!!!!rant

Angel

So in February my fiance was caught cheating while being 6 months pregnant…. There were signs that I noticed back in February like shaving every day wearing nike shoes when you’re supposed to be cleaning at a hotel job… obviously I have trust issues with him now… well today I’m noticing that he’s wearing white Nike shoes to a car wash and starting to shave every day again… I asked him for reassurance and he blew up… is it wrong for me to need reassurance? I said it in the nicest way possible told him I wasn’t trying to fight just needed reassurance because I’m seeing the same red flags I seen back in February and when he blew up, I told him that it wasn’t very reassuring the way he’s acting…. How do I go about this situation? I’m currently eight months pregnant now with our second child trying to trust him, but it’s hard…. I’ve never been so heartbroken in my life before until I found out he was cheating on me six months pregnant… he’s always telling me I’m insane and need help… always switches it and says it’s my fault he cheated… I’m just lost with words.. any of you women have good advice?