Missing the relationship not the person

Today I find myself struggling a lot with the feeling of unfulfillment.

It’s been a year and some change since my breakup.

He moved on right away and I went on to work on myself. I basically did the “step by step” on how to get over a break up. Got off social media, started reading and listening to self help book, went to therapy, hit the gym, etc. Most days I’m great but today been a bad day. I do not miss him, but I miss the feeling of a relationship. I find myself craving the connection I had with that person. The guys that I tried to talk to recently just are so boring. For the most part I find myself losing interest quickly due to the lack of communication. My ex and I kick it off so easily and so fast. For years this was the person that I could easily go to and tell anything to. I miss having someone to randomly call or text about something that happened throughout my day. I miss having someone to talk to when I’m having a rough time. I miss being able to talk for hours about stuff & it not being awkward. I have friends and my sister but I feel like they also don’t pay much attention to me either. Overall I just feel like I need someone to talk to, not even a relationship just someone that I can trust with my thoughts whether they’re good or bad.