Trying To Heal While Pregnant …. It’s Long Sorry

I Just Never Understand How A Female Could Know Your The Wife & Mother Of His Children Because She Stalks Your Social Media & Still Wants To Be In A Relationship With This Man. Even Though She Also Knows That Y’all Were Still Living Together At The Time & Still Being Intimate & Even After Yall Stop Living Together We Were Still Being Intimate With Each Other . He Kept Apologizing For What He’s Done & Wants To Work Things Out. This My Situation At The Moment… I’m Not Putting All Blame On Her Because I Already Dealt With Him & At This Time I’m Looking Into A Divorce From Him. It Just Hurts Because I Spent Half My Life Being Faithful & Devoted To Him No Matter What , Having This Man Children & Currently Pregnant Again. This Is Not Only Affecting Me , But Our Children Also . Then His Family Wanting Us To Work It Out & So Fourth. But Like I Told Them I’m Done Trying , I’m Tired & Drained , Plus I’m Pregnant Can’t Take The Stress Of This Situation Anymore. 2 Weeks Ago He Apologized Again & I Told Him I Heard This Before & I Can’t Take His Word For It Anymore. The Hardest Thing About This Is My Kids Keep Asking Me , Mommy Are We Going To Be A Family Again & It Just Breaks My Heart For Them . I’m Just Torn & Tired …. Any Advice Will Be Appreciated On How To Deal With This ….