Grieving another loss!!

On the 3rd I began to miscarry....again! There were two. One stopped developing at about 3 weeks. Based on what the doc saw on the ultrasound the second one was a 73% chance of being a girl. Since they were in the same sac it would have been identical baby girls. Because the other one had already expired there was no way I would have carried the second. Necrotic tissue caused the decay of the second. This was always going to happen. I got to see second baby on the ultrasound, there was no heartbeat. It's been super emotional. This is my second loss in six months. I was almost 10 weeks and my first ultrasound was set for this thursday. I am completely devastated!