Everything going wrong 😭

My first pregnancy, I had gestational hypertension And then preeclampsia. I then lost a baby at 5 weeks, then lost another baby at 15 weeks super traumatically. I told myself I'd do whatever it took to bring a baby home this time, and my God. I have an SI joint injury from a recent car accident that got absolutely unbearable as soon as I got pregnant. Most nights I'm literally in tears in pain, while chasing a 2 year old, working a job, and managing a household. Diagnosed gestational hypertension again at 25 weeks, put back on medication for that. Now at 30 weeks I've got gestational diabetes (never had that before) and waiting on a treatment plan for that. Baby is breech and not flipping. I feel literally horrible.... In pain, nonstop headaches, dizzy, tired, and just completely overwhelmed.

I need hope. This is too much. I can't keep having everything happen like this. They're already discussing a 37 week induction but I literally feel like I can't make it another 7 weeks like this.