Break/space

My bf barely told me he wanted to take a break last Saturday. He accused me of calling a client blocked and I told him I didn’t do it & since he accused me I went to our phone records and seen that he had been talking to this number since April and when I confronted him about it he was just saying that he hasn’t been happy and I did this. First of all he told me he wants to try to make us work but if you really did why are you talking to another girl ? He said because he needed guidance and I’m like to another girl ??? And he said I want us to work but you did this. He basically said that I don’t show him love and am only using him as a provider . I am looking back and can say when I tried to do things he always wanted to do something else like me & him hanging out he would rather be with his friends . Because I don’t take pics with him it’s my fault because I don’t show him off on instagram it’s my fault because I have said hurtful thing I can definitely see it’s my fault. But everything else works both ways. He like to drink and sometimes binge drinks and I have told him before that he should spend time with his daughter instead of drinking and being out late with his friends. He think I’m the issue when he’s done stuff as well. I told him that it was a turn off when he would be so drunk and reak like beer and try to have sex with me and he took it as in I found him unattractive . I think he is the most sexiest man ever but when he’s like that I don’t like it. He said because I’m the girl I should do this and do that. I feel like a relationship takes 2 to make it work. And I feel like I’m just getting blamed for everything. Is it wrong that I want my man to come home with his family at a certain time and not come home till the next morning or late morning. Is it bad that I don’t want him spending the night out? Is it wrong that all I tell him is that he should want to hang out with his daughter on the weekends and not be drinking? Then he says he misses her but doesn’t spend time with her to do something with her . I just told him what does he want to do and said idk and I just told him you talking to another girl doesn’t seem like you want to work things out & he said I didn’t do this you did . At this point idk what to do anymore now that I am trying to fix what we have of our relationship it seems like he can careless but wants to work things out and that is just telling me otherwise he doesn’t

Update: I went to drop off my daughter and my moms and I ended up spending the night my bf said that I should spend the night because it was late and our daughter isn’t feeling well. It gave me a ick like why would he say that? So I called him around 2:30 am to be forwarded the phone calls then when I called the 5th time he turned off his phone he’s 100% cheating on me and I won’t have it . I came home to see maybe if I would catch him in the act or see if he was home with someone else and he isn’t home. Now it’s sad to even be in my car outside my house to see who drops him off . Smh I will confront him and get my and my daughters shit . I had an appt to go to in the morning but now I’m not going it was just to get back on birth control but looks like I will definitely not be needing it.