Tired of being the bad person.

My husband and I use to always enjoy our time together. From high school up until we got married. Now, I just feel like the odd one out of all his people that makes him happy.

I feel it’s me vs him and his people. Not that they have anything against me but I get left out of things (usually when we’re fighting) but it makes me so sad.

I feel I’m just not his favorite person. I’m not his peace. I’m not even a loud, yelling, cussing type of wife I just want to communicate which he lacks.

As I sit home doing our laundry, he’s out having lunch with I’m assuming his mom? (he didn’t tell me) which is fine but it still makes me sad I got left out since this isn’t the first. Me and him aren’t on speaking terms at the moment.

I’m just tired of feeling I’m just this one person in his life that doesn’t make him happy.