Well, I’m having a c section Friday, baby just does not want to stay head down. My other birth was all natural so we don’t know why he just won’t stay head down.. I’ve never had surgery or anything in my life! I’m so nervous.

My mom will be in the room with me because my husband said he just can’t be in there with the thought of it. Which I am ok with. I’m so nervous but so ready to meet baby boy, that is the only plus side!

But I don’t get my birth plan that I had planned out with my doula. I just love the intimate moments in having vaginal birth.