Please ! If there is anybody out there who would take the time to listen to me , take the time to feel what I feel and make me feel better than what I feel right now . I feel like the absolute worse person on this earth . I been with my husband for 12 years and have been married for 6 of those years . There is some thing he have done that I as a person just don’t feel comfortable with . I know who I am and I know that if it was on the other foot I wouldn’t deal with it . But we have kids together and I only think about the what ifs . I wanna tell somebody my story . Every detail and I want advice I want feedback and I wanna know if I’m being selfish. I haven’t become close enough to tell the world I’m not ready for the backlash but I am ready for somebody to

Hear me , I don’t know what to do anymore . I’m stuck and I so badly want to let him know just how wrong he is without worrying about the fact he’s gonna be hurt and left without.