I just had my first baby. It’s a boy. He is scheduled to have his circumcision done first thing in the morning. I am dreading it. I’m doing it because I feel it’s more hygienic. But I’m so attached to him, but I know that if I hear him cry, I will completely fall apart. The doctor doing it is absolutely amazing and does a great job. The office is very small though, so I plan on having my bf (babies dad) stay with my son during the procedure because he can handle it, while I stay in the car.

Would me staying in the car instead of staying with my son make me a bad momma? Even hearing him cry when I change his bum makes me cry.