Sex postpartum?

When you were cleared for sex did you attempt pretty quickly? I am coming up on 6 weeks postpartum. I feel fine so granted I get cleared I would like to be intimate with my partner. I miss the intimacy so much & I really want to. We stopped having sex when I was like 36 weeks due to the swelling and discomfort I felt so it’s been SO LONG. I however had a rough C-section, I hemorrhaged. If I stop bleeding by 6weeks, and get cleared I want to try but I have crazy paranoia. Like sex will make me hemorrhage, I’ll rip stitches, etc I have so so much anxiety. How did sex pp go for you?