My mom has never acted like a mom. She acts like a fucking high schooler. She had us young. Was a single mom but never acted like it. She's an alcoholic. She would get drunk and do some of the worst stuff. There was always different men in our home. 9 months ago my sister had friends over and my mom gave them alcohol. My sister is in the 8th grade so she gave a bunch of minors alcohol. I came in to my mom attempting to have sex with one of my sisters middle school friend and he was begging her to get off of him. I grabbed my mom by her hair and yanked her off. Asked the kid was he okay. He said yes. And I told him to not tell anyone about this. He didn't say anything. I was in panic most and told him if he did I would ruin his life. It was an empty threat. Not right. I was panicking. A few months later he told his mom, his mom called the police. Because he told them what I said to him I was going to get subpoenaed to court. My mom agreed to take a guilty plea to keep that from happening and anyone else having to testify. She told me to remember she did this for me if she ever needs something. She also took the guilty plea to avoid jail time. But the court records are public. Someone posted them on our city Facebook group and when they saw where I was mentioned my whole life has now been ruined. My mom's life already was. My siblings dad took full custody of them. I know people are going to hate me for what I did but at this point I've been spit on, smoothies have been thrown at my car. I've gotten death threats. I have written the child an apology and sent it to his parents. I've realized I've spent my whole life trying to parent and protect my mom and it's ruined my life. I'm thinking about moving out of state to start over but my mom wants to come with me. But I want a fresh start. She's been guilting me about taking that stupid plea deal so I wouldn't be forced to testify. I don't want her with me. I just want a fresh startm I'm tired of her being the center of my life and getting fucked over over it.

@Avery to clarify they were NOT having sex yet. She was on top of him trying to hindsight is 2020 and I know I was wrong. I was protecting my parent who was intoxicated. Not saying that excuses anything she did. I don't think I deserve death threats and to get spit on by people in public.