TW: Abuse mentioned

Tired is an understatement. This is my first daughter's father. He is STILL angry that he has to pay child support. He recently found out about my new baby, with my current BF and this is how he has been reacting since Tuesday. Mind you, there is an entire domestic violence protective order that has been in place. I want to report him so bad, but his $975 a month for child care/insurance that I already pay for in full (no subsides) is beneficial to me. I can afford to live without it, but with it, I am able to save and not work a part time job (I'm a teacher in NC). My bf wants me to report him for contacting me, and he will help with whatever I need, but I can't depend on someone else's paycheck. We don't live together. He doesn't even know about these messages, and I know when I tell him, he's going to be highly upset... I don't want him in any mess with my ex, who is literally retarded and off bc who sends messages like this knowing there is a paper trail. Idk what to ATP... I block him. He calls private.