did you find love again?

i’m only 24 but constantly daunted by the idea that i’m running out of time. i dream of being a wife and mother and having a strong family. i know i am so young and i have time. older people tell me to wait to have kids. that i’m in no rush. i was in a 5 year relationship where i was certain we would marry and i was certain he’d be the father of our children. but things didn’t work out which is fine. but now i worry i will not find love again. i really just want to be a mom. i want to understand that undeniable love that people have for their children. the undeniable connection you have with your child. i want it so badly. it’s like my body is craving to be pregnant! it’s insane. idk i guess part of me is wondering if i need to have patience and just wait? or eventually (years later ofc) just get pregnant and have kids and live life alone with them.

i know it sounds dramatic but man i just don’t have hope for love. the dating world is horrible and seems like no one is genuine. and idk if im willing to wait