Another month gone

Is anyone else struggling? Another month gone without getting pregnant. Starting year 5 of TTC. “Unexplained infertility”. I am 30 years old. I am not sure how many more months I can take of heartbreak, but also unsure how I’m supposed to move on and accept that this is how our life is going to look.

Really, really struggling lately. I also feel bad that I burden my husband with my emotions of not getting pregnant every single month.

We have talked adoption, but it’s so expensive. Just not really sure what to think anymore.