anyone else feel the same?

does anyone else have really bad anxiety that goes away when they get pregnant and then comes back after the baby is born I suffer from really bad anxiety and panic attacks and with my first child the anxiety went away and I didn’t have that much anxiety after she was born, but with my second, I was extremely anxious aboutbeing pregnant when I first found out and I was having really bad panic attack until my eighth week of pregnancy and then I felt really good almost like a dopamine type of feeling and then my panic attack came back and I’m still dealing with them. she’ll be 2 in february. I want to get pregnant again, but I am having really bad anxiety about giving birth and stuff like that. It’s affecting me getting pregnant because I’m so scared about complications and leaving my two children behind and I just have every every anxiety and it’s physical symptoms of anxiety that bother me, it’s almost almost like an adrenaline problem. once I work myself up, I can’t calm myself down and then the whole entire day I have to deal with a high heart rate, shakiness, nausea, etc. etc. does anyone have panic attacks and anxiety go away while they’re pregnant? When I first found out I was pregnant with my last baby. I was terrified to give birth, but when the time actually came to actually give birth, I felt like my head was in the game and I felt focused. It was such a weird feeling. It’s like all the anxiety went away once it was actually time to have her. my heart rate went up to 160 when i got the epidural in cuz needles scare me 😂 other than that though it wasn’t bad. both my pregnancies and labors were fine tbh ,besides my second being two months early i did not have complications.