Lack of intimacy……

Alright girls I really need some help. I’ve been dating this guy for almost 2 years. Long story short we haven’t had sex in a year and half. Relationship started great like ones do than I had a trauma trigger. Aka trust issues that’s when the sex kinda came to a stop. I will admit yes I had the trust issues I would constantly ask him things that made him feel like I didn’t trust him than there was self esteem an some not feeling like I was good enough or looked good enough. I went an got therapy he subjected which I agree it sure has helped me a lot. That was about 6 months into the relationship but sex is still an issue he won’t let me touch him he pushes me away he don’t really show any for of intimacy such as holding hands cuddling doesn’t touch me an not even in a sexual way. I’m asking I have went above and beyond did everything he’s ever asked or wanted but most days I’m begging for the bare minimum. What am I doing wrong he says he loves me started going to couples counseling but seems he does good for awhile than back to normal habits what do I do I don’t wanna give up easy but I always don’t wanna give everything an not get much back??????