Emotional

Hey I'm going through a lot can't stop cryin smh I lost a baby last year n my ex wanted me to have another baby I got prego quicker than I thought ... I'm 11weeks now but listen I'm hurt bcuz he wanted this and turns around n leave me n start a new relationship b4 fixing this one like he shouldn't got me prego if he was going to leave ... Part of me want the baby n the other dnt  I'm just so hurt n sad