Separation

Me and my kids father just recently separated. I had enough and told him to leave completely. He brought a house and took all of his this after saying he would let me keep the living room tv and couch and things like that . He took everything my living room is enough. Just seeing the empty space and thinking about the amount of money I’m about to spend buying new things is stressful .

I really thought after the infidelity he would change but I don’t see it happening . I’m sure he’s not going to change for me because why should he I was still being available to him knowing the cheated took place .

Now it’s just me and the two kids . I’m unable to sleep because I have thoughts about him having women over and my feelings and love for him is still there.

I shouldn’t think about any of that and be grateful and make this home whole again and comfortable and filled with love.

I still cry and think about the what it’s .. it’s really hard