I'm heart broken

*my son is 3.5. I have never used that word because i think it's a horrible and my husband KNOWS that. My kids know not to call people names but this is was so awful to experience.

My husband called me a "fucking retard" in front of our kids twice so angrily and I am so sad. I just looked at him and my youngest kept saying "we don't say the word fucking!!"

I said we don't call people names and my husband said yes we do especially when they're deserving of it. All in front of our kids. 😭