Breakup Advice . How do I move on ? Long story

Hello ,

I’m currently going through a break up and I’m devastated. This is the second week and I still cry every time I’m alone . Especially at night when I miss his presence. Long story short I have been with this man since I was 17 years old . I’m now 29 , he’s a lot older than me 42 years old to be exact. We have had so many ups and downs. But we stuck majority of them out . Our relationship was going good towards the end of the year last year . It seemed like we had finally gotten things rolling . Until he started to work a lot , he was barely home . in his defense he would take my daughter and I to work with him sometimes( he’s a tow truck driver) . But after his boss sent out a email saying he could no longer do that , he stopped . But he still was never home . I grew lonely and would ask him to take at least 3 hours out of one of his days to spend with us. But he told me how he was working Hard to buy a truck . I told him I understood that but you still have a family at home .

Long story short he ended up moving out and getting his own apartment. I guess my nagging got too much for him . I’ve been devastated ever since . I’m embarrassed because my relationship ended. I feel like a failure because my daughter is being raised in a separate household from her father . And I’m so hurt because I lost my best friend. I called him and even pleaded to try and work things out but it didn’t work . He stated he still loved me but he just wanted me to change . ( I could get pretty mean when I bickered at him ) .

How can I move on from him ?