Got baby fever so bad at the moment

Been off the pill for 2 years my period has only just started to come back with in 6 months or so but they are are no where near regular.

I been seed cycling which I think it as help domestically but I'm over the hormonal head aches

( It's not that bad since I started seed cycling)

Me and my husband are trying for a baby but it's always a blow when I take test after test it comes back negative

I know I will get pregnant when I and the universe is ready but it's so hard

.all I want is a baby

Any other advice would be welcome..