Sadly this is goodbye

I started bleeding on sunday night with light cramps woke to more blood in the middle of the night in the morning it intensified i with to my hospital and a scan was done the baby was okay and even waving at me (may b that was a goodbye😩) i was admitted on strict bedrest later on Monday i started passing huge blood clots but the doctor said not to worry as at the scan detected a subchorionic hematoma but the cramps where bad and in consistent with

That of labour contractions i also massed like 3 apple sized clots the dr requested a repeat ultrasound but the tech was not available not until the following day i felt a sharp pain in my lower right abdomen and i could stand it so i stood up crying on pain and then suddenly i collapsed and started having convulsion they were trying to stabilize me and after and hour or 2 i was stablized around 3-4pm i felt intense pressure to push and i did and my sweet sweet little nugget came out what pisses me off is since yesterday day i haven’t had an evacuation and i have not been given meds to expel what remains in the womb

Sorry that was long i hope you all carry to term and have cute amazing babies plus this is my 5th miscarriage i guess its time to rest i already have two beautiful boys 7 and 5 i am for ever grateful for them please keep me in ur prayers and sending baby dust to u all🌈🌈