I’m feeling lost

I’m going through a miscarriage lost my baby yesterday and I was 7 weeks…it just doesn’t feel real. I’m feeling so lost and idk what to do with myself ! I keep hearing “god has a plan “ and “ it just wasn’t the right time” but my heart is feeling this emptiness and I just don’t know what to do!

I just never thought this would happen to me ! My first pregnancy was perfect so I didn’t expect anything to go wrong !

Me and my partner want to try again (of course) but now this is always gonna be a fear of mine! I just can’t understand why this happened :(

I loved this baby so much already , all my excitement and happiness just got taken away from me… idk how to move on from this pain!