Cycle day 44

I am on cycle day 44, period late by 11 days. Negative pregnancy test. I am just at such an impasse. I feel like it doesn’t matter what we try it’s just not happening for us. No sign of my period coming. For whatever reason.

All the while, people we know are on their 2nd or 3rd child, we have people who are in custody battles for their children and we know people who are deadbeats. I feel so frustrated because I have done everything I was supposed to and nothing is working.