Having a rough time 😞

Hi everyone,

I broke up with my "boyfriend" right before Christmas and I am still having a difficult time when I try and move on and accept that it was the best choice for me. Long story short we met on Tinder and it moved SO fast, he told me everything from im his future wife to wanting me to have his baby within the first week of talking. Obviously there was more to that and he wanted us to be in a relationship so quickly like after the first date quick (even before we met irl). I let it go so far, and I felt it was good up until we had sex and his yes's turned into maybes and our plans weren't solid anymore and he was going to be able to see me for about a month and made no plan to see me after this month. I didnt let it drag on for too long before I ended things with him. I was very emotional about everything and I felt like I was being treated as less than a priority. some back story, he has two kids (only has custody of one, which him and his son's mom co parent), he's gone through a divorce like 5 years ago and cheated on multiple partners. When I see all of that, I know it's a red flag but I was so emotionally invested and excited for our future even in that short amount of time that now I feel like I left a 2 year relationship or something.

I am in one of those funks today and just want to lay in my bed and cry. Idk how I let myself get so attached to him but it's really affecting me and I just dont know what to do 😞