I always wanted to be a mom but..

I just hate being pregnant. I just turned 4 months into my second pregnancy and I just can’t wait for my due date. I know I should be grateful I can have kids and get pregnant and whatever, but I am also right to feel the way I do. My symptoms are the same as my first just a bit more intense now. Nausea, vomiting, fatigue. Ohhh but I am so tired. I feel like I hardly have energy, but I try my best to play and be with my son after work and preschool. My body aches constantly. It feels like how ever your body feels when you are getting sick or are sick. I feel like that every other day and I just can’t wait to get a little more energy. My husband is great, but I can’t keep asking him to massage me every day as he gets tired from work too and picks up the slack. I’m hoping second trimester treats me a bit better.