Does my bestie have feelings for me..?
I'm really stuck on a particular situation that happened two weeks ago.
My bestie wanted to have a sleepover for her 25th birthday and stream live on YouTube just so we could have more of a party dealeo without dealing with actual people. We have made friends from previous lives who like to stick around and hangout. I had some pretty weird vibes that night and wasn't really feeling it so maybe it's just me. We started streaming and we started interacting with eachother and getting stuff set up for the night and everything was going fine at first. We agreed I could go out and get us some bud so we got that open and I prepared some wraps and within 10 min after filling up two cones she said she wanted to go ahead and smoke so we did. The strain I got us was called laughy something. I got it specifically because I thought it would make us giggly and keep the night entertaining. Well after a couple hits we started talking about some stuff and started reading the comments from our friends and eventually just ended up laughing. Like nonstop over stupid stuff to the point of tears. It was really fun. But then she brought up something about us being lesbians and getting into it like first it was a comment then she kinda continued on with what she was saying. I stopped laughing and got really quiet because I just didn't know what to say or do. Moving forward the night ended up being super awkward because she's engaged to a man and I have a boyfriend. She does have a history of being bisexual however I've never been into girls. We didn't talk about this after it happened the subject just makes me really uncomfortable to bring up to her. I remember in the past she would always make random comments saying "she wouldn't date me" but more so used me as an example for situations that would be going on with her and her bf's. Not in a bad way just kinda to explain stuff. I didn't find it weird back then but after this whole lesbian thing I'm pretty uncomfortable being around her let alone talking to her now.
Maybe I'm looking too deep into it. The lesbian thing wasn't like she was trying to be funny she was throwing out like actual situations between me and her as of they were to happen. It was weird. Idk.
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