Very self conscious

I’m about to start my period and I always breakout before but this time is literally one of the worst breakouts I think I’ve ever experienced. A lot of them start out as brown bumps under the skin and do not go away if you do not pop them but then once I do that they turn into red open sores all of we my face and in the morning some of them need to be popped again. I wash my face and use spot treatment but it takes weeks to clear up and on top of that it’s hard to cover with makeup. It’s to the point where I don’t even want to leave the house or for my husband to even look at me long enough because I’m afraid that’s what he and everyone is staring at. I don’t know what to do to make it better for me to even go to the grocery store without wanting to cry. Any advice?? Please help me