Feeling

I am currently 30 weeks pregnant and I feel like a whale. I am 5’7 and weigh 202. I move gained 4 lbs so far. Well, last night i was in the kitchen eating a popsicle and asked my husband if he’s tried a certain flavor and before he could answer I said “it doesn’t matter look at my fat ass is still eating it” and he said something along the lines of “you said what I was thinking”. I wanted to just throw the popsicle in the trash but instead I said “well, I’ll get back right after baby comes “ and he goes, “so what does that mean?” I walked off and went to bed teary eyed.

Am I wrong for being in my feelings?? Like I am about to birth his second child and obviously he’s been feeling this way. All my weight are in my boobs, thighs and belly now that I’m pregnant. But some people tell me I look small for my pregnancy. I’m really but hurt y’all 😭

Makes me feel like I looked like the girl on IG that he likes. I can’t afford to leave because I don’t make enough to pay bills alone. I feel stuck!!