Down in the dumps

This is my first pregnancy and I feel horrible saying this but I'm hating it and I'm only 10 weeks. I'm anxious for my little one to arrive and greatly want a baby. It is just that this whole pregnancy thing isn't what I thought it would be. I knew the basics of pregnancy and I have known other women that have gone through it but I've never heard any of them describe anything I'm feeling. Is anyone else not enjoying this "precious miraculous" time? Or am I alone?