things u dont even notice...

ok im a surivivor of SA, its been years n i can say the first couple years were very hard, i was a teen when alot happened to me, now im 23 n ive moved away n i can just tell it doesnt bother me how it used to. why i was going through my old memories on snapchat and every video around that time i was hurt im shaking... even good memories when i was recording i just shook the cameras always shaking... i dont do that anymore, its just crazy to me how trauma can physically affect u like that.... so when u tell someone to move on or get over it just know mental wounds can physically affect u just as much as physical wounds. stay safe❤️‍🩹