God’s Protection

My relationship was emotionally abusive & toxic. I got pregnant for the first time with my ex & miscarried. He treated me so terribly during the process and abandoned me & we’re not even together anymore. I just thank God for letting me dodge that bullet spending 18+ years with him. Yes i wanted my baby but it was just God’s protection! I know he wants better for me and would want me to have a kid with someone that he wants me to be with. It def sucks because i broke up with him .. due to his toxicity and not respecting my boundaries but he blocked me right after with no closure .. right after a month of miscarrying. I’m still grieving/ trying to heal from it but i’m just sharing my story. It just wasn’t God’s timing and he wasn’t the right person to have a kid with. Sometimes God let things happen for a reason not to hurt us but to teach us .. that what makes us stronger 🩷