Month 7...should I just give up?

Laura • After many long years I`ve found the love of my life n I`d love to give him a family❤️
This is going on month 7 ttc #2. #1 is my angel baby that I pray to to come back to me????. I'm feeling desperate ... Should I just give up bc I think I may have already begun to do that. I'm very depressed n I don't know what to do. ? I'm 34 n all I want is a family to love n spoil n hug n kiss.... Wouldn't that be nice? I wish... Literally.