Frustrated

So my period came a week early (I love my irregular monthly! Yay! -sarcasm) then I had to chase cows the past two days because my cows and the neighbors cows keep getting out, oh and the icing on my shit cake is one of my friends pregnancy announcement. I am frustrated, tired, mad sad, depressed....I'm happy for my friend but so insanely jealous its pathetic....I am just so far down...ugh sorry for all the venting