Stupid Hormones

I am a single pregnant mom and I keep having these dreams about my ex (the one that got away) from 15 years ago. I left him when I was 20 to "live and see the world." It destroyed him. I recently moved back to my home town and ran into him and can't stop thinking about him and dreaming about him. There was definitely still something between us. He is now married and has two kids. I wouldn't wish infidelity on anyone; having been through it on the receiving end. I am mad at myself for having these overwhelming feelings. I keep rationalizing tracking him down and pouring my heart out to him. I've been thinking about him for years but being so close to him, now I am obsessing.  Is it just hormones? Ugh! 
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Sa

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In my opinion, pregnancy is not the time to be making large relationship decisions. Your hormones are going crazy, you want crazy things and most days you aren't thinking 100% straight.

Pu

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You can't fix the past what is done is done you can't go back and try to relive your mistake.  He moved on got married and now their are kids involve. You can't be a home wrecker because you made a mistake!  You need to see this as a temptation and walk away from it, it's not heLthy and it damn sure will not have a great outcome! 

Pu

Purple35 • Jan 16, 2016
Healthy.

Lo

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Hi! Sounds like it could be your hormones.  Being back in your home town must be bringing back old memories and feelings but I don't think contacting him would be a good idea. I think you need to respect his relationship & stay away. X 

Lo

Louise • Jan 16, 2016
If u want to chat X

Lo

Louise • Jan 16, 2016
You're welcome Hun I don't believe for one second u do want to break up his family. I just think you're going through a tough time. I'm hear

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Amanda • Jan 15, 2016
Thanks. I just needed to hear it. I don't really want to break up his family.