Any one have a second?

*I did not help the girl report the false rape or anything. I actually got raped. I merely shared what happened to me because she told me the she was raped, and the she changed it to just being touched, and then she told me that she just regretted having sex and lied about her whole story"

A girl told me she slept with a guy and she reported it as rape because she regrets having sex with him. She goes to my school. She wanted me to tell her what happened to me... so I did... I didn't really want to but I didn't want to be mean..

Well, it brought back tons of emotions, and I am having nightmares again, reliving the multiples rapes and assaults I have been through. I wake up at 3 with a night at am so scared I usually listen to music on my phone and paint or write in my journal.

I have had absolutely no appetite for the past 8 days and have only one eaten salad and soy milk thoughout that time. I feel like I am always going to throw up and I can't get myself to eat ANYTHING. All and any food is revolting to me.. I am kind of worried about myself. . .

I dropped from 101 to 90 pounds so far... I am 5 foot if that matters.

I am 18.

What is happening to me?! 😯