Miscarriage

Hello anyone. My name is Sara. I had a miscarriage Sept 1st of last year. (Wow I have never wrote that before!) I would like to ask others how they are doing? Me I am not well. I feel like I may have PTSD. Everything has changed. My boyfriend and I broke up. Loved me and my son bad to my moms. Starting working but couldn't not keep my emotions to my self and cold not keep working. I tryed getting pregnant again. I keep going back to this blood and looking for my baby. I feel very lost. And don't know who to reach out to. No one I know has been through this and any time I talk about it or my feelings I just brake down crying..